Three weeks out of this play. They tried humiliation last time too but it's starting to fade. I was better off when I left at least I was only thinking of basic survival and not worried about some imagined inspiration. I like to go to church more than a lot of things I can do at home but all they do is throw babies at me because somebody still thinks I need access to paganist socialism. There's this whole perception that depression is self punishment or divine intervention but little understanding that it's more like carbon freeze. A man's like a dog and he needs to work every day.

I won't have enough endurance to blog about which division of ACORN gets stimulated every week anyway because that's bureaucratic euro-socialist propaganda without principal. By restricting information you have to blog what they tell you to blog without free thought. I can't spy on my neighbor like California was the new Eastern Bloc, I don't have the gene for that. I don't feel like eating because then I get diarrhea. I don't think mugging would help either but I wish someone would kick me every week. I miss football season.