So Rush says conservatives love people and yeah, I'll totally agree. But for me it's like exorcise, I love fellowship while I'm taking part but it's the crash afterwards that kills me.

Listening to CPAC videos. Occurs to me that there is no inherent conservative or liberal ideology, only the product of those news sources and availability of information inherently as it becomes more difficult to find conservative outlets. Your decisions are only as good as your free press and how much effort it takes to stay informed. For me living in a libertarian area it takes three blogs and talk radio all day to stay informed and most people, indeed voters as well will not go that far out of their way to make decisions. They want to remain ignorant then take everything personally and pretend their rights are being violated.

I graduated high school in '95 before the microcomputer revolution took hold and changed the way information was assimilated. Before nerds were cool and seen as the wave of the future social misfits were considered the future homeless unless you were the skin-diseased booger-infested rain man with the math skill and your parents had the money to give a damn.

(did I say "indeed?" been watching Stargate heh)

Fatal Trajectory

Thomas Sowell: Those of us who are pessimists are only a step away from despair ourselves, so we may not be the ones to offer the best antidote to the view that America has seen its best days and is degenerating toward what may well be its worst. Yet what hope remains is no less precious nor any less worthy of being preserved.

First of all, the day-to-day life of most Americans in these times is nowhere near as dire as that of the band of cold, ragged, and hungry men who gathered around George Washington in the winter at Valley Forge, to which they had been driven by defeat after defeat.

How do people rise up out of the ghetto anyway? It's a 1am, I'm wide awake with nothing to do, and I want to kill myself because I've been programed to think I'm incapable. I want to put an end to that but how to reach Christian forgiveness when everything that happens to you is your own fault?

RUSH: We've talked on this program numerous times about how the pop culture has been lost, that it is just assumed now that everything in it is liberal, and that's just normalcy. It's not even ideological. And that people who are not that way are nerds, geeks, kooks, freaks, people to be laughed at and made fun of.

Or dangerous faggots. Those in power excluding statesmen, do everything they can because they feed off of despair like jackals from their position of convenience in their ivory tower. Spreading the wealth thereby spreading the misery is not leadership in fact it's the worst kind of humanist idolatry.

People want leaders. People respond to leadership. They're desperately crying for some at the elected level in Washington, DC. So we're left to hope that something out of our control arrests all this, like Obama overreaching or the media suddenly seeing the light and start to criticize Obama, all these things that we really can't make happen, like the fog that stopped the British from wiping out George Washington.

We have always had obstacles place in front of ourselves, and the obstacles we have today are not insurmountable. They're not nearly as bad as what George Washington faced. They're not nearly as bad as what the Donner Party faced.

Does anyone imagine that we will care what anyone’s paycheck is when we see an American city in radioactive ruins?

Some have prayed, some have salivated over the indulgence as it is the lure of spiritism. Then there are those who break down, those who break out, and those few who through Jesus break through.

Pillage Based Economy

I just realized I am too smart for my sunday school group which will make them feel they have to hold me down out of prevalent left-wing influence in the southern baptist doctrine until I grieve then they can sell t-shirts online with a catchy slogan saying they got their slice.

Life too short
Fallen on hard time
Live pride yo

James 3:13-18

13 Who is wise and understanding among you? He should show his works by good conduct with wisdom's gentleness.

14 But if you have bitter envy and selfish ambition in your heart, don't brag and lie in defiance of the truth.
15 Such wisdom does not come down from above, but is earthly, sensual, demonic.
16 For where envy and selfish ambition exist, there is disorder and every kind of evil.

17 But the wisdom from above is first pure, then peace-loving, gentle, compliant, full of mercy and good fruits, without favoritism and hypocrisy.
18 And the fruit of righteousness is sown in peace by those who make peace.

Shut Up Whoopi

When it comes to listing the faults of Roman Catholics, the ladies of "The View" say the church’s chief sin is “intolerance.”

Whoopi Goldberg, a panelist on the ABC daytime talk show, backed up that assertion Wednesday with the non sequitur, “because Jesus was not intolerant of anybody.”

Goldberg was joined by "View"-mate Joy Behar in calling intolerance the greatest transgression among a litany of Catholic sins.

But this research says Catholics types are some of the most tolerant which unless you redefine the meaning of words, is the exact opposite of intolerance.

Ya got the Octuplet Mom and the 13-year old father in Britain and the chimp attack all over the news and even hard news is forced to become gossip busters in that environment, along with sightings of Brittany Spears this garbage has transitioned into spiritism and nobody recognizes that because of the money involved. Ugly people have become a sign of good fortune.

Now in my case I always knew where I was but I can't do anything about it because I can't have access to fatherless American socialism because I'm not mexican.

So what's better than ugly people?

Dead ugly people. And Whoopi Goldberg proves that but only if she kills herself.

Three weeks out of this play. They tried humiliation last time too but it's starting to fade. I was better off when I left at least I was only thinking of basic survival and not worried about some imagined inspiration. I like to go to church more than a lot of things I can do at home but all they do is throw babies at me because somebody still thinks I need access to paganist socialism. There's this whole perception that depression is self punishment or divine intervention but little understanding that it's more like carbon freeze. A man's like a dog and he needs to work every day.

I won't have enough endurance to blog about which division of ACORN gets stimulated every week anyway because that's bureaucratic euro-socialist propaganda without principal. By restricting information you have to blog what they tell you to blog without free thought. I can't spy on my neighbor like California was the new Eastern Bloc, I don't have the gene for that. I don't feel like eating because then I get diarrhea. I don't think mugging would help either but I wish someone would kick me every week. I miss football season.

Redefining the Narrative

From corporate to academic worship and back again.
Circumstances that Steal our Joy
While expecting circumstances to fulfill I begin to doubt and lose track of reality which sets off a protectiveist response inside myself which demands I resolve the situation immediately and certainly without help because I know I'm better than that. What leads me to be unwilling to let go is worry for who perpetuates the circumstance.

After that I'll usually short circuit because I'm naive and try to see only through the eyes of God and I can't make sense of the world then fall back to my default stance on just about anything “the one who humbles himself will be exalted.” Problem is, that only works for the submission to His Will and does little to quell any anxiety that eventually overtakes me because I want to get things done without anyone's help because I damn well should be able to on my own. Then eventually I'm surrounded and torn down because I am alone. Thankfully I'm only allowed to stumble and not fall through His grace alone (Psalm 23-24).

The remedy I've stumbled upon myself to oppose worry and impatience is very similar to “We are not fleshly, but are powerful through God for the demolition of strongholds. We demolish arguments and every high-minded thing that is raised up against the knowledge of God”

This is still the United States of America and of the Republic for Which it Stands, One Nation Under God Indivisible, and the poor bastard marxists haven't taken everything from us yet.

Now the only question remains where would I be if I knew they were holding me back and how quickly can I get there?

Ow

This one's tearing me up so it must be about me with the shields up.

Jesus Prays for All Believers

20 I pray not only for these,
but also for those who believe in Me
through their message.

21 May they all be one,
as You, Father, are in Me and I am in You.
May they also be one in Us,
so the world may believe You sent Me.

22 I have given them the glory You have given Me.
May they be one as We are one.

Living Letters

1 Are we beginning to commend ourselves again? Or like some, do we need letters of recommendation to you or from you?

2 You yourselves are our letter, written on our hearts, recognized and read by everyone,

3 since it is plain that you are Christ's letter, produced by us, not written with ink but with the Spirit of the living God; not on stone tablets but on tablets that are hearts of flesh.

Clinton Vows to Reach Out to Islamic World

Clinton's remarks came in response to a question about the "prejudice" in the United States against Muslims because of terrorism, a term she rejected forcefully, pointing to the history of Christians. "I am a Christian," she said. "Through the centuries we have had many people who have done terrible things in the name of Christianity. They have perverted the religion."

Way TaHURPH H-Hold the UMPPT Line HRRRKEvangelicals!

My favorite thought experiment in this vein is to wonder how most religious Americans would react to news that U.S. troops had cornered Bin Laden in some outhouse in Afghanistan and beat him to death with their rifle butts. Religiously, that sort of brutality isn’t something Christians (or at least Catholics) should be celebrating, but morally, I suspect most of them would find it oh so sweet. And rightly so.


Now wait a minnit. Nobody's going to wuss out and cry over Bin Laden in the first place so the language is suspect. Second humans are born into this world for the express purpose of sin offering to the Holy Spirit so if He wants someone to answer for something it's not their call.

Would Jesus make them answer for the killing of Bin Laden? Maybe but only if UBL ran out of the cave waving the Bible speaking English proclaiming his guilt and puts up a world-breaking reason for this public trial. But if this situation is in a cave the troops don't need to take the chance of bursting their eardrums with gunfire anyway. We need another great conservative president somehow.

Seems only evangelicals try as hard as they do to internalize faith like they're known to do and shown on those charts. Yeah let's see them big city catholics move out to the heartland and solve world hunger with practical work ethic. Too drunk wrestling in the pasture over their own common bull sense. Send the evangelicals up to the city and watch as those winding streets are repaved in the image of perfect wheat fields even with enough room between buildings for foliage to blow in the wind.

So evangelicals have to fight everybody and save the country the easy way? This land is our spoils for waging spiritual warfare. First we'll pave Earth, then we'll pave Mars.

SO BRING IT MAHAHAHAHA!

I've allowed people to lie to me and lead me into isolation away from my family

Twoadays!

Sky of marshmallow clouds
Bearing strawberries luscious and warm
As a sweet meadow spring breeze

Smooth pebbles crack under
Swift sunrise from life itself
What could heaven be any better
Crosswords covered in puns and laughs

I arise today through the power of God:
God's might to comfort me,
God's wisdom to guide me,
God's eye to look before me,
God's ear to hear me,
God's word to speak for me,
God's hand to lead me,
God's way to lie before me,
God's shield to protect me,
God's Heavenly Host to save me
from the snares of the devil,
from temptations to sin,
from all who wish me ill,
from near and afar,
alone and with others.

Big Gov Culture

Secondhand Children

If the establishment media wrote about smoking the way they write about unwed motherhood, I think people would notice that they seem oddly hellbent on destroying as many lives as possible.
It's been weeks since the last one, so on Sunday, The New York Times Magazine featured yet another cheery, upbeat article on single mothers. As with all its other promotional pieces on single motherhood over the years, the Times followed a specific formula to make this social disaster sound normal, blameless and harmless -- even brave.

Listen up, stupids:

Makes Sense